Sometimes you close your eyes and think about something in the past and you wish you were back there. For example your last holiday at the beach where it was so peaceful and you never wanted to leave. Or a probably your last time you've had the time of your life.
Unfortunately there are also times when think about it you wish the things would never have happened.
What I'm talking about? Let me explain a little.
Well I had a best friend and he was really great. He was the best friend a girl could ask for. He was understanding and just wonderful to be with. It was not planned but when you deal with such an amazing person every day you start having feelings. What could be more convenient when he sees how you look at him all the time and he starts giving you hints as to make the first step? What could be better than the moment you tell him you love him and he kisses you? You reach a height and that's the best, the most memorable moment in your life.
And now, dear reader, pay attention! What would you do if exactly the same oh so wonderful man rips your heart from your rip cage and tears it apart. Then he gives your broken heart back to you. And it happens all at the same time. Yes, thank you very much! That was definitely not what I wanted.
And even after two years I can't forget the betrayal and deceit. James Arthur's Impossible come lately to my mind.
Someone (in that case it's me) told me I should take caution when it comes to love. I did but I also failed!
Xoxo S.
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